Until recently, I genuinely thought I had a grasp on my life-shorting diagnosis. I lost that grip the moment I heard a fellow FARA Ambassador had suddenly passed away.
Paige Myers was the most loving, sweetest, smartest person with a heart of pure gold. By no means were we best friends or did we know each other in-depth or even speak frequently. But her bright light, loving personality and warmth always made her presence enjoyable and a pleasure. People like that have a tendency to leave an imprint on anybody’s life.
We got to experience FARA Ambassador training in Philadelphia together. We sat next to each other for about eight hours while Jen Farmer and Kyle Bryant broke down each part of being a FARA Ambassador and critical information about FA and FA research.
Paige and I exchanged stories about college, her love of Harry Potter, our diagnostic processes and our views on life. She was gentle in her speech and mannerisms, yet passionate when it came down to talking about any of her interests. She was a person who made FA seem like a blessing, which is something I wholeheartedly took away from our conversations. It’s something I’ll always thank her for showing me.
A wonderful article about Paige’s impact at Case Western Reserve University gives a nod to her legacy and describes the kind of person she was to those around her:
“Myers, who used a wheelchair since her senior year of high school and a walker since age 12, was known among colleagues and friends for her positive attitude and problem-solving skills. Biology professor Hillel Chiel had ample opportunity to observe both traits during the two years she worked in his lab.
“‘She had an infectious laugh,’ Chiel recalled, noting that he often left conversations with her feeling energized by her kindness and generosity.”
Paige had just moved into an apartment, just started grad school and just burned a grilled cheese, which she humorously shared on Facebook. On Sept. 1, at 22, she lost her battle with Friedreich’s due to heart complications (which most FA patients face). The FA community has had a few big losses this year. Unfortunately, I didn’t have the privilege of knowing them, but I had the honor of knowing Paige.
Her loss has had an unexpectedly strong impact on my life. I was already going through a typical depression spell, and news of her loss just solidified my position in that dark hole. It has been almost three weeks and I have barely left my house. The only times I have stumbled out were to attend physical therapy or a scheduled fundraiser.
This happens regularly. I go through phases of “I hate everyone and being in public” to “YOLO, I’m going everywhere.” I haven’t been exercising as usual, and I’ve called in food delivery way more than I should. I was in a funk for longer than before and the depression was something I couldn’t avoid. Her sudden departure had me re-evaluating the grasp I thought I had on having FA. You can act all you want like you have your life together, but once you experience the loss of someone like Paige, it becomes apparent that you have no clue what you are doing.
She is someone I think about every day now. She was a motivator, a game-changer, cure-finder and, most importantly, a life-lover. One of my daily mantras is “leave a legacy of change and positivity” — and I think Paige set the bar on that exact type of legacy. Cheers to you, Paige!
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