I’ve been reading Wally Lamb’s latest novel, “The River Is Waiting,” and somewhere along the way I realized that this isn’t just another book I’m enjoying. It’s a reminder of why I keep coming back to Lamb’s work. That realization sent me back to the first time I picked up…
Little Victories
— Matthew Lafleur
Louisiana native Matthew Lafleur’s life isn’t what he expected following his 1994 diagnosis of Friedreich’s ataxia, a rare and debilitating disorder. Instead of giving up, he obtained degrees in English and mental health counseling. Unable to find a job after grad school, he applied to write a column at Friedreich’s Ataxia News. Years later, he now serves as the Associate Director of Patient Engagement for that site’s parent company, Bionews. Through his column and his role in patient engagement, Matt hopes to elevate the often overlooked voices of the rare disease population. We are not victims. We matter.
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Growing up, Halloween was always one of my favorite holidays. My birthday falls a couple of weeks after the holiday, so I always combined the two. For years, I threw Halloween-themed birthday parties, complete with costumes, games, and, most importantly, cookie cake. Each year, we gathered in a local restaurant’s…
Aug. 13 marked eight years since I first started working with Bionews as a columnist for Friedreich’s Ataxia News. Anniversaries have a way of making us look backward, and this one has me thinking about how different my career looks from the one I once imagined before Friedreich’s ataxia…
Sometimes when I think my own little victory is simply about existing, I imagine myself answering questions that my 14-year-old self would’ve loved to have asked if he could see me now. I’m talking about the kid who was just beginning to understand Friedreich’s ataxia (FA) after reading about…
For most of my life with Friedreich’s ataxia (FA), hope felt distant. When I was diagnosed back in 1994, information about this weirdly named disease was difficult to find. The idea of treatment existed mostly in the language of “someday,” and even that felt optimistic. Many of us in…
Living with Friedreich’s ataxia (FA) means I’ve learned to expect the unexpected. Sometimes when everything seems lined up just right, something completely out of my control will change the script. This week, that something was a spider bite. It started small, a mark on my arm I noticed when…
Since writing my last column, I’ve been struggling to find hope after being denied participation in a gene therapy clinical trial. That may seem strange coming from me, since most of my writing over the years has been about the stubborn kind of hope that people living with…
For a long time, I thought the moment I’d start using a wheelchair would be my choice. It wouldn’t be an easy one, of course, but it would still be my decision. Living with Friedreich’s ataxia (FA) often feels like a series of choices: Cane or no cane?…
A race has ended, and this time, I lost. I want to be honest, even though honesty feels especially heavy right now. I’d hoped to win this race. I really did. I’m deeply disappointed — not the explosive kind that demands attention, but the kind that settles in like fog,…
My high school emo self would feel deeply recognized in this column. I’ve always resonated with the eeriness of the 2001 film “Donnie Darko”; it’s a darkness that isn’t loud or theatrical, but rather solemn and quiet. It’s the kind that settles into your thoughts and asks questions without offering…
One of my favorite podcasts had an episode titled “Quantum Refuge,” which made me think about Schrödinger’s cat. I was never a physicist, but here’s how I understand it: Schrödinger imagined a cat sealed in a box with a tiny radioactive atom. If the atom decays, poison is…
If there were Olympic medals for complaining, I’d have an impressive trophy room by now. For most of my life with Friedreich’s ataxia (FA), I didn’t realize I was “training” for that, because complaining had become second nature to me. I didn’t always do it loudly; it was often…
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